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50k Kiriban

Mon Jun 1, 2009, 11:44 AM
My 50k kiriban is only a few pageviews away!
Whoohoo!

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  • Listening to: Deceptacon - Le Tigre

[Prozac] Help with Fluoxetine?

Wed May 20, 2009, 3:41 AM
Has anybody here ever been on fluoxetine (prozac)?

I've been on prozac for almost four years now; I was perscribed it for my panic attacks and stress.
I keep trying to come off of it by myself (since my doctor is completely useless) for a while now and the longest I've been off of them is 4 months.
I really don't want to be on them anymore since I can't think straight when I'm on them. I'm extremely uncreative. Thinking is like trying to swim through custard, it's so horrible. I really can't think of any ideas or concentrate on anything and I feel so confused all of the time, it's driving me up the wall!

But when I stop taking them, I get loads of side effects. I get really nervy and depressed. I wasn't depressed before I was taking them though, so I don't know where that's coming from. I get pins and needles in my head too, which is a freaky sensation..
Plus my mum gets really snippy at me. When I'm off the tablets; everytime I'm upset she says it's because I stopped taking them. Then she wont talk to me.

Can anybody help me?


  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Deceptacon - Le Tigre

50000 Kiriban

Mon May 18, 2009, 10:53 AM
50000 page views Kiriban is coming up OwO
Heehee.

If you catch it for me you will get an arty treat ^_^
(well...I'll draw you something X3)

  • Mood: Suffering

Work Stress.

Sat May 9, 2009, 3:40 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
Have been so depressed lately. It's getting really hard not to show it. *le sigh*

I'm no good at all at my Graphic Design course; I have so much to do and it's all piling up, but I can't say no to going out places with my friends or they'll be upset and lonely.
Had a girl going through my sketchbook the other day telling me how crap everything was. I know damnit!
I love crits, they help me work, but random nastiness is not fun.

I can't concentrate lately and i have no motivation.

I just ordered a Macbook for my Graphics Degree course next year and I had to take out a £15000 student loan to cover the course, living expenses and art supplies. (and that was the lowest loan available so I'm going to be extremely poor over the next few years).
And for what? I'm not even any good at this course.. I love the idea of graphics design, it seems like somewhere I fit in.. just this course sucks. And next year all my friends will be gone.

*garglesnortheaddesk*

I just want hugs.. but I don't.
ARGH! My brain must be malfunctioning!

Yeah. I just needed to vent something before my head exploded.


workworkwork

Mon Apr 27, 2009, 1:09 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: Pokemon Platinum


Too much work to do.

Stayed up really late doing work for today.. then I was too tired in the morning and couldn't wake up to go in.
Also I was up all night because I thought I heard a meteor.
Long story.

Today I scanned in 30-something pages for my project.. and the computer crashed. I waited for it to work for about an hour and it just wouldn't unfreeze.. so I had to turn it off.
I got some work done though. Not nearly as much as I wanted.

I don't know where my life is going.. *head-desk*
Usually I just 'go with the flow' and let life take me wherever..
ButI'm stuck in a rut lately.
I've taken Graphics.. and I like the concept.. but I'm completely useless at the projects. And now I'm taking it for degree next year.
Well done me. I don't know if I even like it or not.. but I'm racking up a student debt on it -_-

*le sigh* Ah well..
I'm just kinda upset lately since I think I may have to choose between my work and my social life. Which would totally suck.


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I'm #470, Leafia, in DA's pokemon Crew.

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Hey now, you're an all star get your game on, go play.
Hey now, you're a rock star get your show on, get paid.
All that glitters is gold,
Only shooting stars break the mold.


- All Star
by Smash Mouth


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